Oh baby

Oh baby

I shoudn't be missing you.
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# Posted on Monday, 08 June 2009 at 12:03 AM

L'été approche...



Et j'suis enfin allé faire un tour a mon chalet.
J'avais hate d'y retourner. Ça m'a fait du bien de m'exiler
un peu le temps d'une fin de semaine





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L'été approche...
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# Posted on Sunday, 07 June 2009 at 11:53 PM

What are you looking for? Tell me.






For the first time of my life I really don't know what'll come next.
For the first time of my life I feel completely lost.
For the first time of my life I wanna run away, as far as possible.
For the first time of my life I'm terrified.




My feelings seem so exaggerated. For some reason I get emotionnal so easily... Even the smallest thing matters so much more than it normaly should. I'm not saying that if someone tells me I'm ugly I'll start crying instead of laughing.

I feel like if I was on another planet, like if I was somewhere else.
I'm not myselft anymore/for the moment.

I miss being happy, smilling all the time, being a good friend, laughing for no reason/ making people laugh, being a good student, being stable.

I hate not being able to focus on anything at all!

Something's missing! And I can't seem to find what or maybe who that missing piece is.

I can't and I don't want to deal with this anymore. It makes me so angry.
I really need to find my way out of all this shit.



For the first time in almost 6 years, I've been missing my grand father really bad. We've never been close at all. He got sick a few years before I was born. The other day, I was thinking of him and I realized that no one went to the cemerary since he died... I think I'll take a walk to mount royal this week.





I really hate when people I love leave. For some reason, it always makes me deeply sad. I get scared I won't see that person ever again. I can't help it..
I'll miss you.
What are you looking for? Tell me.
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# Posted on Monday, 11 May 2009 at 3:01 AM

J'imagine que

c'est ce qu'on appel se sentir prisonnier de soit-même...
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# Posted on Tuesday, 05 May 2009 at 10:50 PM

I've got you under my skin

I've got you under my skin



J't'aime en tabarnak
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# Posted on Wednesday, 22 April 2009 at 10:07 PM